4.16.2010

After being utterly . . .

upset last night with a particular male (we won't go into details)

I prayed and went to bed; probably after eating a couple handfuls of m&ms . . . but that's just fluff.

I prayed hard that my faith and hope in men would be renewed in the morning. I prayed that this fear and anger would be swept away.


*I think the fact that she is wearing a wedding dress speaks volumes although I imagine myself in the same position without the dress (currently)*


God came through, as always.

Today, I believe: that there are morally, spiritually, emotionally, hillariously, good men out there and I am worth every second of their time!



Then I went for a delicious run after which I climbed the mountain next to my apartment to dance my soul out on the huge concrete slab. (pictures shall grace soon)

That place is MINE. I own IT.

Don't fret . . . I looked down and sang/danced for all of you to Ingrid's "Turn to Stone"

I yelled the line at the top of my lungs "Brothers how we must atone, before we turn to stone.", shouted that I love you, and started to cry.

Because that's what I do.

And my life is beautiful.

5 comments:

dance yourself silly said...

and YOU are simply BEAUTIFUL. i can't wait to see you. two more weeks :) Also, thanks for your comment- you truly are one of my bestest friends for a reason. a good one. love you.

Jessica Coody said...

You are DARN RIGHT you are worth it!! Don't ever forget that, my dear!
KISSES!

cindi said...

Are you kidding me? Oh. my. geez I love that the imagery in my head about this story is real, because I have experienced it in my own way which just made you that much more of a beautiful person. I love love LOVE YOU MY JULES!!!!! You are BEAUTIFUL!!!

selja sini said...

THANK YOU! I've been feeling lame about similar stuff. Your post made me happy :)

Emily said...

I couldn't ask for a better example and constant bestest bestest friend. I LOVE YOU.