a long time . . .

coming

lots of thoughts, so today i'm going to need to pick and choose.  Novels are for special occasions


Being on T.V. is an art that may possibly take me an eternity to learn after watching the night show rerun.  Luckily, the morning show lady was jealous enough, that I'll be on again in a couple of weeks. practice makes perfect, right?

I love my new song.  It's like my baby right now.  My pride and joy.

My biggest client (aka, who I make the most off of cd sales) bought her 22nd CD yesterday.  And I'm not even related to her.  How RAD is that?  She gets the golden star for promoting my cds via gifts to everyone.

A couple of nights ago, i couldn't sleep.  I threw on my hoodie at 2:30 a.m. and danced in my driveway while little flurries fell down.  therapeutic to say the least.  i miss my mountain in california, I was so spoiled!!  Yesterday, I shot hoops in my driveway.  that's the most exercise i've had in a while. . .

I had an epiphany:  releasing my CD triggered emotions that led me to a point where I was competing in EVERY aspect of my life, right down to whether or not I was the girl with the longest hair in the room.  what the??? who does that??  Helped me to realize, after a long sob session, that I am NOT willing to do what it takes to get to the top in the music industry.  Happiness does not come through feeling greater than other people by comparison, but through bettering ourselves individually.

I love teaching piano. Love love love LOVE lobe love it.  I could do it forever.

I listened to a girl discuss her adventures in Tahiti and New Zealand yesterday.  Travel bug hit me hard.  someone please, just get me outta here.

and last but not least, after my "competitive" awakening.  I cut about an inch off of my polygamy hair (myself), and it felt great!